Good Bye to one Hell of a year.
What a interesting year. I started the year off in a dark place. Not sure if I wanted to be married and if it was going to even make it through the year. Hubby and I talked and promises were made and broken. Yet I am still here. I have learned that no matter how much a person talks, their words are not worth anything because there was no action to follow through. So having said that, I will stay married for love and children. It is not up to my husband to make me happy. That comes from within. *Kanye Shrugs and walk away*
The second thing I have learned about this year is that I am one AMAZING woman. Truly. How the hell I go to work come home take care of every one's needs and make it through the day with out anyone saying thank you is mind boggling. No one says thanks for making dinner, thanks for giving me a bath, combing my hair, doing the laundry or holding me when you are bone tired. But it is my power of being a woman that amazes me. I am a mom, wife and nurturer. It is something ingrained in me that has allowed me to care for my family even though no one notices the work that I do. What makes me even more amazing is sometimes I am smiling to myself. *Cheesing as I type(I am a ham)*
The third thing I have learned about myself is that I have to take care of myself in order for me to be truly available for my family. Being bone tired is not acceptable. I need to sleep. I need to lose weight and be there for my little girls. I need to be there for my hubby. I need to be there for myself. So I have started going to bed earlier and have started losing weight. The most important thing I could ever do for my family is take care of myself. Never realized the importance of me time until I went back to work.
Which brings me to the fourth thing I have learned about myself. (noticing a theme. I know corny. Don't worry one more. LOL). I have a really poor work ethic. hahahahaha. Yes I admit it. When it comes to my kids I would throw my job responsibilities out of the window and stay home for my kids. Many supervisors don't understand that but whatever. I use to be all about my work before kids but I think that is a lot of women. But since I have two very little precious girls. I truly need to be there for them and if that means taking a day off every month. then so be it. Sue me. I don't have any money so you can have my student loans. hahahaha.
Lastly the one thing I realize is that I have a great support network. It comes in the form of family friends and virtual buddies. I love them all even if I don't speak to them everyday. Having ppl in my corner in some form makes me feel less alone. Knowing that you are there makes me feel invincible. Thanks for being the best part of my year. I love you all and Look forward to sharing 2011 with you.
Until Next Year. Please be Safe and Remember. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Huggies.xoxoxoxo
The second thing I have learned about this year is that I am one AMAZING woman. Truly. How the hell I go to work come home take care of every one's needs and make it through the day with out anyone saying thank you is mind boggling. No one says thanks for making dinner, thanks for giving me a bath, combing my hair, doing the laundry or holding me when you are bone tired. But it is my power of being a woman that amazes me. I am a mom, wife and nurturer. It is something ingrained in me that has allowed me to care for my family even though no one notices the work that I do. What makes me even more amazing is sometimes I am smiling to myself. *Cheesing as I type(I am a ham)*
The third thing I have learned about myself is that I have to take care of myself in order for me to be truly available for my family. Being bone tired is not acceptable. I need to sleep. I need to lose weight and be there for my little girls. I need to be there for my hubby. I need to be there for myself. So I have started going to bed earlier and have started losing weight. The most important thing I could ever do for my family is take care of myself. Never realized the importance of me time until I went back to work.
Which brings me to the fourth thing I have learned about myself. (noticing a theme. I know corny. Don't worry one more. LOL). I have a really poor work ethic. hahahahaha. Yes I admit it. When it comes to my kids I would throw my job responsibilities out of the window and stay home for my kids. Many supervisors don't understand that but whatever. I use to be all about my work before kids but I think that is a lot of women. But since I have two very little precious girls. I truly need to be there for them and if that means taking a day off every month. then so be it. Sue me. I don't have any money so you can have my student loans. hahahaha.
Lastly the one thing I realize is that I have a great support network. It comes in the form of family friends and virtual buddies. I love them all even if I don't speak to them everyday. Having ppl in my corner in some form makes me feel less alone. Knowing that you are there makes me feel invincible. Thanks for being the best part of my year. I love you all and Look forward to sharing 2011 with you.
Until Next Year. Please be Safe and Remember. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Huggies.xoxoxoxo
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